One of the main differences between pro-anas and those with actual eating disorders is pro-anas try to convince everyone they have an eating disorder, while those with eating disorders do everything they can to convince others, including themselves, that they don’t.
I lied to you babe. I told you I had nothing left to hurt myself over. I told you I would never try to kill myself or hurt myself again. I lied to you babe. I hurt myself a lot since you left. I attempted many times to leave this world where I can’t be with you. But there’s one thing I never lied to you about. I love you and you’re the only one my heart wants. You’re my air, my earth, my sun, and my universe.
I am alone here in my own mind.
There is no map
and there is no road.
It is one of a kind
just as yours is.